well this evening has been pretty productive. knowing that i have a bio test tuesday and a stats test thursday that i am going to fail, i decided to do all my english/ senior project homework that will be due through out the week. this drama project for english, senior project, and a thousand splendid suns homework is composed of many tasks that i had to do. so ensuring that i will have time to study for bio and stats tomorrow and tuesday night (maybe not so much for stats) i will need to have completed all of that. so i did. and it feels great to finally feel productive seeing that it has been a while since the last time i did that. also before i got to do that i got to spend some time with some of the few people that i love to death. although we were missing a few, i still got to hang out with some of my best friends and have a lot of laughs (thank you ty). anyways they always put me in a better mood and no matter what i always smile around them.
but other than that, a lot of things have been on my mind lately. for one, i dont know why but i just feel so awkward with people all of a sudden. im not really sure, maybe its just me, but i just dont feel like myself a little bit. i hate that i cant act myself with people that aren't my closest friends. i wish i was more bubbly but i just get so shy; i know it may be hard to see that for some of my friends because normally i am the complete opposite but it just feel like that right now. maybe it's just a phase. also, this is definitely a cliche, but my biggest pet peeve in the world is when people talk shit on other people, then exactly five seconds later then are the bestest friends they could ever be a love each other. okay maybe not that extreme in some cases, but it still makes my point. if your really friends with them or like them, then why waste your time talking shit on them? i mean i doubt really anyone cares if like them or if you dont like them, but dont be fake about it. we are only going to be here for a couple of months so just be surrounded by the people you love and dont try to change yourself to fit in.
another amazing thing though that has come into my life is....pandora radio! holy crap, i never knew i could love radio so much until i recently started really listening to it. i found some really good music that people might think is really weird but i love it! most of it is sort of techno/indie rock/pop haha i dont really know what to call it. but some of my favorite artists that i have been listening to is Ellie Goulding, Florence + the Machine, the Bird and the Bee, Keane, and even a little Skrillex. the music is just so chill which fits my personality really well. i love it. but i think i am all caught up now on what i had to say so i am going to go get ready for bed seeing that it is past my usual 10 o'clock bed time :) goodnight
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