sunny in january

its been a while since i lasted blogged but that just gives me a better excuse to vent on here i guess. how can the people that use to be your closest friends change so much? lately it feels like some of my old friends just like to spread rumors and start drama with some of my other closest friends. but the thing is i dont understand why? why do they feel the need to spread rumors for no reason? maybe its just me but even if i wasn't friends with someone like how i use to be, i would never spread a rumor to potentially hurt them. another thing is i feel like i am one of the only people who dont hang out with people i dont like. for example, some people i know talk so much shit on other people and then they turn around and hang out with them like they are best friends??? who does that? that is one of my biggest pet peeves and i dont understand the reason for being that 2-faced if you would like to call it. i dont know, thats just my opinion. but for me, the new year is starting off not too bad. i think over the holidays i was in a slump and i spent too much time looking back in the past. but now that the new year has started i am in a good place with myself and i cant wait to see what the future has in store for me :) maybe that's why it has been so sunny in january